I've loved a lot and lost a lot. I've laughed a lot and cried a lot. I've hurt terribly but also healed steadily. I've spent sleepless nights and sleepy days. I couldn't commit and then I could also commit. I was alone but I was never alone.
In the musings of mind I've come to realize that the best is yet to come and the worst isn't over yet. I have a need to feel younger and behave older. I need to pray and I need to curse. I need adventure, I also need steady feet. I need responsibilities but I also need freedom.
When I cry out to God in the deeply dark and cold nights, I know He's listening. When I think He's not, even then He's listening. I depend on Him for peace within. I depend on Him for freedom. One day I'll wake up and leave all this to yesterday.
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